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thursday thursday thursday thursday thursday [04.06.2003 ; 4:22pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

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new york  [7] skyline

[03.06.2003 ; 10:16pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

i get to see thursday tomorrow...cant wait cant wait cant wait......

skyline

[02.06.2003 ; 8:46pm]
thursday on wednesday!! i am all anxious
new york  [4] skyline

[01.06.2003 ; 1:22am]
[ mood | cranky ]

so as much as you fuckers actually care i really havent updated this thing in mad long..so here goes a quick synopsis if you will

lets see...alot of band practice...like a whole lot....we are getting shit down..so thats good...

um hmm been going out lots...nothing to exciting....

i am seeing thursday this wednesday..cant wait for that shit....thats pretty exciting....
went to a party last week

got too wasted to think



good times

um tired really tired
its rained for like 12 days..it sucks..im not the one living in seattle..and its fucking raining everyday...


chocolate milk is great


um ups and downs...alot of them

i crave human physical contact...

the new third eye blind album is mad good

still no band name

my life is crazy boring...sorry y'all

peace

skyline

[31.05.2003 ; 1:43am]
dramaminedream 102%
captivate 80%
emobreakdown 80%
deadsilence 69%
ourtimetoshine 69%
suck_a_gun 65%
How compatible with me are YOU?
skyline

[29.05.2003 ; 12:22am]
new icon

thanks to:

rock.
skyline

good ol saves the day [28.05.2003 ; 2:44am]
Tonight will be the night that we begin to ease the plugs out of the dam.
And we still stand knee deep in the flow, the undertow will grab our heels and
won't let go.
Abd while we hold, our legs quivering, the water rises now to our teeth when we
just let go
and sail belly up to the clouds, the rocks scraping our backs.
To breathe in the air will be the only thing that we have
and all the wasted nights and empty moments in our lives are flushed away as we
sway with the rhythm of the waves bobbing us up.
Crests fall to troughs as we feel our gills open up
and sail belly up to the clouds, the rocks scraping our backs.
To breathe in the air will be the only thing that we have.
And if the hook set in the bottom of our lungs, we'll rip it out and lick the
blood off with our tongues.
skyline

is this song about anal sex and drugs [26.05.2003 ; 3:13am]
I'm packed and I'm holding
I'm smiling, she's living, she's golden
She lives for me, says she lives for me
Ovation, her own motivation
She comes round and she goes down on me
And I make her smile, like a drug for you
Do ever what you wanna do, coming over you
Keep on smiling, what we go through
One stop to the rhythm that divides you
And I speak to you like the chorus to the verse
Chop another line like a coda with a curse
Come on like a freak show takes the stage
We give them the games we play, she said...
I want something else, to get me through this
Semi-charmed kinda life, baby, baby
I want something else, I'm not listening when you say good-bye
The sky was gold, it was rose
I was taking sips of it through my nose
And I wish I could get back there, someplace back there
Smiling in the pictures you would take
Doing crystal myth, will lift you up until you break
It won't stop, I won't come down
I keep stock with the tick-tock rhythm, I bump for the drop
And then I bumped up, I took the hit that I was given
Then I bumped again, then I bumped again
I said...
How do I get back there, to the place where I fell asleep inside you
How do I get myself back to the place where you said...
I want something else, to get me through this
Semi-charmed kinda life, baby, baby
I want something else, I'm not listening when you say good-bye
I believe in the sand beneath my toes
The beach gives a feeling, an earthy feeling
I believe in the faith that grows
And the four right chords can make me cry
When I'm with you I feel like I could die
And that would be all right, all right
And when the plane came in, she said she was crashing
The velvet it rips in the city, we tripped on the urge to feel alive
Now I'm struggling to survive, those days you were wearing that velvet dress
You're the priestess, I must confess
Those little red panties they pass the test
Slide up around the belly, face down on the mattress
One
And you hold me, and we're broken
Still it's all that I wanna do, just a little now
Feel myself, head made of the ground
I'm scared, I'm not coming down
No, no
And I won't run for my life
She's got her jaws now, locked down in a smile
But nothing is all right, all right
And I want something else, to get me through this life
Baby, I want something else
Not listening when you say...
Good-bye, good-bye, good-bye
Good-bye
The sky was gold, it was rose
I was taking sips of it through my nose
And I wish I could get back there
Someplace back there, in the place we used to start
I want something else
skyline

[23.05.2003 ; 3:00pm]
new layout= new icon
new york  [6] skyline

and i'm spent. [22.05.2003 ; 11:44pm]
[ mood | creative ]

dude.

check out the new layout [here]

i hope you like it fuckface =)

oh and by the way...i stuck one of my buttons on your userinfo.

you're free advertising.

schaawiing.


catch you later sullinator.

BAM.

.xo.sam.xo.

new york  [3] skyline

tell me if im being a dick [22.05.2003 ; 9:51pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

ok so heres the thing..if i was in a band....well im in a band but if i were in a famous band...i would get pissed off at cartain fans for liking my band..like cuz some people are just soo fake and poser like that i wouldnt want them as my fan..or i would label them unworthy....is that wrong?
i mean i would just hate the fact that they are that way and they put my music into that category...i dont know what started this in my head..but yeah..its just that some kids like bands just cuz...and thats gay

new york  [3] skyline

[18.05.2003 ; 12:44am]
[ mood | lazy ]

so lets see...today i ....



woke up at 11

went to the mall at like 12 30
bought tickets to go see thursday ...!!!!!!!!!!


um then proceded to play handball from 3 to 8 30.....stupid ..yes....fun..yes...painful...yes....do it again....fuck no

ok so thats all.......




peace

new york  [6] skyline

[15.05.2003 ; 3:06am]
Today's on fire
The sky is bleeding above me, and I am blistered
I walk these lines of blasphemy, every day
And still...

Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn

I feel diseased
Is there no sympathy, from the sun
The sky's still fire
But I am safe in here, from the world outside

So tell me
What's the price to pay for glory

Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn

Today is fine, and she burns
Today is fine, and she burns
She burns

Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn
new york  [4] skyline

[15.05.2003 ; 1:03am]
ok so call me gay....call me a pussy...call me a fag...but the last episode of dawsons creek made me cry.......it was sooooooo sad....and like yeah....let the name calling begin
new york  [3] skyline

[14.05.2003 ; 1:21pm]
blah blah blah blah blah
new york  [1] skyline

visions of you on a motorcycle driveby [14.05.2003 ; 2:26am]
[ mood | dorky ]

um so my life is mad uninteresting.....really really uninteresting these days....so i really havent been writing much in here....sorry if anyone really cares....but yeah....um my band is doing better ...we are still looking for a name...we will never decide on one.....

the end for now.

new york  [5] skyline

[12.05.2003 ; 1:37pm]
You can call it anything you want the fact remains the same
I never got to be your Fred Astaire
You can lie to yourself and all your friends and pretend that you don't care
But circumstance gets in the way
new york  [2] skyline

no woman no cry [12.05.2003 ; 1:33am]
[ mood | cranky ]

i always plan on updating and then when i get to this screen i always change my mind or get too lazy to actually go through with it...

so lets see...not much has been happening at all....at all...still alone...still sad...still emo...still dumb...ok i just wrote a dashboard confessional song...woohoo..pay me...ok done now.....

i love dashboard but thats besides the point....

um yeah enough of this...peace

new york  [4] skyline

[11.05.2003 ; 2:06am]
i hate updating......it seems so pointless
skyline

[10.05.2003 ; 2:34am]
ok i have been making way too many icons....im not that good at it..but if anyone wants one just let me know....cuz i have tooooo much time on my hands
new york  [2] skyline

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